If you can’t say this and mean it, then maybe you need to reassess your relationship with Jesus Christ:

For to me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. But if I live, I can do more fruitful work for Christ. So I really don’t know which is better. I’m torn between two desires: I long to go and be with Christ, which would be far better for me. Philippians 1:21-23 (NLT2)